I talked to my mom yesterday.  She told me that a friend is in the hospital. Blood poisoning, coma. They don’t know really what to expect at this point, but we’re all just praying for the best.  That really added to my day. That just broke me- I started crying unbelievably, and everything just felt awful.  I couldn’t study (which I really need to) but how could I focus in that state of mind?

I did for a brief moment chat with Dave, and even though it wasn’t anything special at all- probably the lamest chat, just having him there made me feel better. I’m gonna be super miserable should that end tragically.  But ok. I’m a wreck. We’ve established that.  I avoided my friends here. I want alone time, without the need to worry about exams. I’m curling up after the exam if I’m still feeling this way.

Anyway. I really want to get back into blogging here. I know it’s a rough chance, but it’s worth a shot. I renewed, right? Next 2 weeks, after exams and papers, I’ll be on spring break. 10-11 cities in 14 days. I should have my computer on me (to upload all my pictures so my memory card doesn’t get full), so maybe there will be time for something. Maybe.

I’ve been having a lot of trouble lately in general, actually. In the middle of the night, I wake up, and then I feel myself start to burn up. I start sweating and it’s a terrible feeling. Food has also not been my friend. Well, it has never agreed with me, really- but lately, I can’t seem to control myself. If it’s there, I’ll eat it. I don’t get the “full” feeling, and my mouth just needs to chew. I crave texture, it is not my stomach that wants anything. Gum is ok, but not satisfactory. Rahhh.

Ok. Laney just stopped by, and I should probably get back studying. STUDY STUDY…ew, who am I now, Dave?

This past weekend I went up to Scotland and had the most amazing time of my life.  I have about 700+ pictures, but I’ll start posting or something once I get baby back. I need to start thinking about my summer job too.  I was looking at my classes for the fall- not fun. But I feel like it would be more convenient to get a job and make money/gain hours rather than in a classroom away from everrryyyoneee.

I’m starting to feel the crunch of the schedule.  I don’t have a lot going on, but there will be a lot due soon- so here’s to productivity!

School has been absolutely crazy with all the work, but for now, I’m managing. I have my Physics, Organic Chemistry and Anatomy, which are the major players, but it’s not too too bad. I’ll make note when I start to fail. I had some MAJOR issues with my passport processing, but a meeting and credit card swipe later, I am in possession of my passport; I have applied for my visa; I have a biometrics scan Saturday.  I’m so excited, but nervous because there is still so much to do.

Briefly, now.  I went through periods of not frequenting communication with Dave.  Not that there was a reason, but we’re both doing our thing, to an extent.  A few things came up during our few chats, but I got a text from him earlier this week and we’ve been frequenting chats a little more, and well…he’s still completely awesome (and a sweet heart).

In the past few weeks as well, I’ve been conversing with Rob a lot too.  It’s probably the weirdest friendship I have, but he’s cool.  How many guys would survive having a picture of a celebrity penis sprung (!) on them. Haha…that’s a story for another time.

I’ve made the leap to Windows 7 Official Licensed released.  I’ve been running the Release Candidate since June-ish, but now it’s a more permanent fixture and it’s nice.  I do support Windows, even when they’re total douchebags.

Halloween is coming around the corner and I successfully compiled a delightful Dr. Horrible costume.  I don’t really have pictures, otherwise they’d be up.  I don’t even know if I want to go out anymore.  All my friends are getting wasted, and that’s not what I’m interested in doing.  Eh, we’ll see what happens.

I guess this is an adequate update for not rambling too much, so I’ll end it here for now.  I do hope to get back to this soon.